Thursday, January 11, 2007

Happy Birthday to me!!!

Hello!

Today is my birthday and it is going to be a sober and clean one. Wow, it has been a long time since this has happened. I am still pursuing work although I have some good leads. I am going to a staffing agency on Monday and hopefully they can put me to work soon. I am not used to factory work , but I think I can handle it. I have never worked in one before. I have only done construction and farming all my life. I really don't like the thought of doing the same thing every day, but it will grow on me, I hope. I am having a hard time right know with cravings. So I am just blogging to help keep my mind off of it.

Here are some cool thoughts. When we were drinking most of us never thought of helping others. We liked to buy drinks for people, because that made us feel like big shots. But we used others for our own pleasure. To really go out and try to help somebody who needed help never occurred to me. To me, helping others made me feel like a sucker. I am beginning to think that helping others may be a good thing as they may help me through my situation.

I will pray for only that God's will be done. I will use God's power for my needs. I pray that I may seek God's guidance day by day.

Well I guess I am done rambling on, thank you all and God most of all for helping me through these troubled times.

Thanks for steadying my wagon on this long and super bumpy road helping to keep me from tipping over.

Youtube is down right now -- when they are back up -- I'll post a song for ya'll.